Tomorrow I will be three weeks post-op and I can't tell you what a roller coaster it has been. I've felt more emotions in the last three weeks that I've felt in a long time...

Surgery went well; oddly enough, I really enjoyed being hooked up, taken care of and getting to sleep pretty much for two and a half days straight. No responsibilities, no worries, nothing. Of course, this week I had to come back to the real world.

I haven't been following my "diet" all that well and I am slowly beginning to realize why. But I can't do that anymore, I've got to do it right. I have made myself sick more times than I can count, and I'm going to have to succumb to this lifestyle that I've chosen for myself and obey my body.

Summer school is getting the best of me.. it's hard, and my mind is not in it. But I have to make an A... which I find, is going to be difficult if I don't do my homework.

I think this week I'm going to start exercising. I miss my yoga and pilates, and I think I can get back into that. I can't let the insurance company's $75,000 go to waste, right? Plus... that wedding's just around the corner! ;)